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Solace

by Yellowbird

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1.
My Body Said 03:40
You aren't who you were five years ago Though same bones, same skin You aren't half as broken Dysfunctioned as you claim So loosen up baby And call me by name Such a sweetheart, darling Is it just a matter of losing sleep Or my empathy And when you touched me On couches or beds My body said yes My body said yes My body said yes You are what I wanted You are what I got
2.
Humminbirds 04:01
Wait, I know what this is Don't wake a sleeping lamb For your own benefit This is a slaughterhouse You hold the axe he held But it is worth the wait 'Til she learns how to walk So you can have A seed to sow Wait, I know this is safe Take me closer to the sky And further from the skeletons Of the humminbirds Left at my childhood home Yes I would always want to hold them But I could not hold my own And this will give me balance This will give me strength Like an eagle with its rounded wings I'm not trying to escape This will give me balance This will give me strength This will give me balance This will give me strength
3.
In the dark I wished for something bright But in the light I sense I am still deceived by my eyes 'Cause some good things last and bring a real disguise You can't fool my mind And I don't wanna feel like this Based on my record this should turn out right I got two legs and a head on shoulders I clench so tight If I tell myself I can, will eventually I be right? If I can forsee it Making muscle memory of worthiness But I don't know where we're going Creature in a plastic ocean A tooth all rot with no decay A pair of twins that sound the same And that businessman without a name Behind his mask of sovereignty Yeah him I'm standing underneath With a crooked spine and crooked teeth You are here, you oughta listen
4.
Gypsy Moth 03:50
My mother was born as a gypsy moth My father was born as a man My sister was born as a tiger shark And I was born as a lamb My mother waited for weekends My father waited for 4pm My sister waited for the sun to go down I waited for time not to pass Birthdays and deathdays and parties Dancing alone in the yard Dreamt up a brother who pushed me on a swing With a delicate arm Made up the words before I learned how to read Took it all over and the ship Sailed away with it Go write your teacher a letter You know the one Tell them "Thank you for steering" When you couldn't trust the auto Picture them reading it In your voice say "Before you go and diminish yourself Hold on" Hold on Hold on
5.
One last Jersey summer Creepin' up ahead I'll do all that I gotta To get back to where I was goin' I was born in April With horns under my skin Birthed out ripe and purple So shameful, isn't it? Don't catch me feeling vacant Fake love is hell to pay I'll write a silly love song I'll dream up all my silly dreams Fill up this silly body With more love than I can keep If I'm a fool for singing You better check the water you're swimming in Just 'cause it made me stronger Don't mean I needed it Just 'cause it made me stronger Don't mean it was destined Just 'cause it made me stronger Don't mean I needed it Just 'cause it made me stronger Don't mean it was written Just 'cause it made me stronger Don't mean I needed it Just 'cause it made me stronger Doesn't mean I'd do it again Doesn't mean I'd go through it again Doesn't mean I'll do it
6.
Star 03:33
Star, I feel persistence In my decision to be here I am not a villain So don't tell me who you are I can feel clear with my own heart You are not a villain, though I sense That you've seen them, and you've touched them But just don't tell me who you are Not without patience in your heart I swear that you'll see rays of sun I promise you'll feel rays of sun, Star Move past that you were raised a sun, Star
7.
If only there was room for both To show you love and free myself I felt the storm before it broke I knew you wouldn't let me go Before you had your righteous spit Before I had a bloody nose If love is blood then show me more My heart is here now show me yours And I'll close the door Unlace my shoes Trace my hands over your bruises But that isn't why you're here, is it That isn't why you're here, is it I tried to try but my mind was made I tried to give myself away for you Tried to convince myself it's okay To play that loveless kinda game And when I started saying yes To all the things that ignite my chest I already knew it'd mark me as a pest And I guess that I'm fine with that But I wanted to share it with you Unlace my shoes Guess I held expectations too But that isn't why you're here, is it That isn't why you're here, is it That isn't why you're here
8.
I wish I held your hand On the bench along the beach Afraid to look you in the eyes and stare 'Cause I knew I'd like what I'd come to find in there Afraid of being happy in the ways I deserved And the feelings I was forced to be starved of So I waited there And I talked instead And I act like I am something more than what I think I am Because I know the light And I watch the blurring ground Etch below my feet some strange calligraphy And my eyes slant and I decide And I say yes I say yes I say yes I say yes And I see years behind us And I see years ahead And I look at you, and it feels brand new And I grieve for shadows past And I grieve for those that last And I grieve alongside you Breathe alongside you And we laugh and the passing moment lets us And there is no sense of urgency like there often is In my frantic head
9.
Wave of Love 04:26
A promise kept A brainstorm attempt A violent request For more space to take up So when it comes time And time isn't mine I sent out a wave of love I sent a wave of love And in response Your wave pulls through You send it off, call your mother back Make the bed, say what you need to Find the softness And extend it Show compassion When you won't get re-compensated You say it's not worth waiting for, it's just worth having And you could have it right now I can shed all these bad habits at the drop of a hat But you know I'd find myself out All these nooks and crannies that I put my pain in When I don't think I could say it out loud If it's not worth waiting for, it's just worth having I think I've decided that I still have it I know I'll have it I already have it I know I have it
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Solace is a labor of love and a journey of finding hope, peace and closure.

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released January 4, 2020

Min Raven - lead vocals, electric guitar (7), percussion (4, 6), backing vocals (2, 9), keyboards (1, 9), piano (10), music and lyrics

Evan Rudenjak - acoustic guitar (5-9), banjo (2, 3, 5, 9), bass guitar (1, 2, 4, 6, 8, 9), electric guitar (1, 6, 8), backing vocals (1, 7), keyboard (2, 7), piano (4), percussion (8), music

Brandon Linke - electric guitar (1-5, 7, 9), acoustic guitar (1, 6), keyboard (1), backing vocals (1, 3), music

Zachary Moore - drums (1-5, 7, 9), percussion (1, 2, 9), bass guitar (3), music

Puttipong Promsook - bass guitar (5, 7), music

Produced by Yellowbird
Recorded and mixed by Evan Rudenjak
Album artwork by Nikki Nous

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